The 2nd month started and i was very relaxed that now things would be good as she is healthy. i had to stop breast-feeding as my daughter was having problem latching as she was too small as well. i had to completely make her go on the formula milk. as she is lactose intolerant she takes NL-33 special formula milk. it was good as she started to pass stool regularly. But soon she catched flu and because of it she had soar throat and fever.

well that was a bit worry some time for me. as i had not seen my daughter well for a long period, meaning that she got ill after every 2 to 3 days which i would say really worried me. something negative got injected inside me, my daughter cried so much that i extremely used to get irritated though i knew that kids cry. even if she was k and she cried for milk or for no reason at times i got frustrated to that extent that i did not want her with me at that moment. i just did not know how to handle it. By grace of God my hubby was really patient in helping me, though few times he also got irritated and his facial expressions were clear that he has no capacity to bear my this attitude of nagging regarding our daughter but still he never said anything except that i should not be talking about it so much and he was right because it showed that i am taking care of his comfort.and this is what i felt not him.

with such young baby it is not easy. this is what i always knew but still going through this was odd for me as i never wanted this maybe it is part of depression but still i wanted that it overs soon.

my child has been great no matter i have ever said it or not i knew that she is one adorable sweety that God gifted us.

she got the vaccination and she was quiet cranky for next two weeks i was really tired and i used to think that why is it happening to my child but then i had heard that many children go through this, also she could not sleep at night usually after two she fell asleep or around four. that really disturbed me. i just kept thinking that my life was over.but then i heard people saying that this is how it is. i didn’t know who to believe my gut or people?

anyway i started her with cows milk as well half half both. hoping that soon will see good results.

i am grateful to my hubby he is best daddy and beat hubby, i would say to be blessed with great partner is a most important one needs.also, to blessed with a kid who is easy going is important too equally.